Juz suddenly feel so lonely...like no frenz xD
Maybe coz my hp's run out of credit,
n i'm not sms-ing anyone so i feel not used to it...T^T
Although I got many friends in my life,
but sometimes i feel so lonely n it's scare me... :(
I though if i hav many friends,
i wouldnt be alone n hav that scare feeling bother me agn...
but i'm wrong!
No matter how many friends u hav,
sometimes u'll feel like u the only person left in this world...
No 1 is there for u forever...
I still remember when i was 5+ years old,
I often being left in the room alone sleeping...
then I will suddenly wake up...
n I saw everything around me is dark....
no one is there for me... I was so scared...
So~I cry as hard as i can...hoping my parents heard it xD
That insiden repeated agn n agn n my childhood...
Untill it turn into a nightmare...n I still scare when dream bout it T^T
I swear to hav many friends as i could...
so i wouldnt feel alone agn...xD
but nw i knw is not working...
I still fear to it...the nightmare came back yesterday...
What can i do??? so juz be it...used to it ordy...xD
_-THE END-_
Juz nw~i go n see ur blog...xD
I not sure if the guy u mention is me or not???
If is me...good laa...coz u say there wouldnt be "us" anymore..
Since is past~then let it juz be the past...
Although i'm reluctant to let go...
but it still hav to go...coz we both still go our path to go through...
we nid to move on...xD
Wish u luck :) GOD BLESS U :D
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