Hai~I'm back agn!!! xD
Too bored~so i came down here!
Okay~i juz gonna give a brief bout my recent condition :)
School~???!!!
Orh~hate it!!! so much!!!
I regret taking form 6...u knw???
is beyond my ability...but not used to regret nw ordy!!!
haiz~stress!!! stress!!! stress!!! the thing i hate the most!!!
If can~i juz wan to abandon all this annoying stuff...
n do something else that are fun... :P
Honestly~homework??? I havent done a bit after 2 month in school xD
I bcome lazy by the day past...Idk why???
maybe is getting harder...so i quit??? I'm a quiter... T^T
I knw if the condition keep going down like this...
I gonna get F's for my STPM result...but i seen like dun care = =
Frenz~I knw u guys feel very dissapointed seeing me like this...
I wan make some changes too..but i dun hav the determination :(
Sorry!!! I let u guys down!!!
Sometimes~I feel shame appear infront of u guys...
U guys were so hard fighting it..but i'm juz...............
U knw wat??? I'm so scare...really I'm!!!
I scare to tell ppl how bad my condition was...
even my parents...frenz... :(
Everytime they ask~my answer nvr change...
"it's okay"..."i still can handle it" "still can survive"
Wtf!!! What bullshit am i talking bout!!!
Everything aren't okay...I cant handle it n I'm dying slowly T^T
This is my real condition!!! Dont ask or mention!!! I hate it!!!
Sorry~I were lying these all time T^T
I scare to see the dissapointed face...from ur guys..
hate to see the face u feel pity for me!!!
I juz dun wan ppl worry or concern bout me!!!
I dun wan..juz dun wan!!! coz is my own will being like this..
That's all...U can see but dun mention! warning! Seriously!
Relationship???
Okay~my copm. batt is getting thirsty ...xD
That's all for today xD
To b continue....~~~ :P
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