最近的事+心情

我回来了...><'''

有人想念等我更新blog吗？？？xD

哈哈（不要脸的我）

最近的我好烦哦...

多么希望身边有个小叮当为我解忧... 

哈哈 xD

我们分手了...在一起了29天 xD

相信没有我在,你会过得更好... :)

那个便当是我第一次为你准备...也是最后一次了xD

祝你可以找到更好的他 ^^

她也走了~

班上又少了个人 :(

变得好沉默去了...

之前每次都习惯叫你的名字了...

今天你不在~我很不习惯 T.T

那天晚上,接到消息...你明天突然要离开学校了...

我一整晚都睡不着...

很多话还没跟你说的...就熬夜写了5面的信...

过后准备爱心便当给你...xD

早上七早八早在学校等你...

虽然一整晚没睡,但那天看着你...我一点也不累 XP

还特地留校...送你离开 :P 

再用我最后的利用钱买棉花糖送你 :)

看到酱多人抱你...自己也想要 >< 哈哈

可是你的爸妈在,我不敢 xD 哈哈

就只能跟你爸妈...还有握手 xD 哈哈

今天班长问我“为什么不去追你呢？”

我也想..可是最后只会带来悲伤...

所以我选择友情 :)

今天你不在~我很emo去叻...

你知道吗？？？

为什么这个世界要酱复杂？？？

我一直搞不懂...为什么要有酱多宗教/种族？？？

为什么这个世界要这么大？？？

导致人生中离别不断得发生...

为什么有缘却无份？？？

明明彼此喜欢对方的...却不能在一起 

就是因为复杂的世界...导致我们人生更复杂...xD

好烦哦~我会不会得到忧郁症呢？？？

 

Form 6的生活...

The lifestyle that driving me crazy...xD
When you're in form 6...u nid to learn to be inderpendent...
that's the most hard part that i nvr learn... T_T
I cant face it alone...I nid someone to change me...but u not here!! Dickson!!
who willing to spend time for me??? i guess no 1..
No 1 can save u..if u juz stand there n looking to the sky...
I guess i'm juz gonna being left at the side n die slowly from inside...
I'm oso dun wan drag others ppl down coz me...
Nw~u at form 6...No 1 care if u blur or not...
Everybody is about themself nw...
Not like i'm used to at Form 5...
Dickson~my best frenz...we will always ask each other...
Dickson: Did u understand what teacher teaching???
Me: Not really...
Dickson : Here! let me explain to u...
Me: Okay~thx :)
That's why i used to it ordy...
always hav someone that care bout me in any way...xD
That's why i so nid u nw...my frenz...xD
I thought i met someone like u...but she oso gone ordy...
haiz~i'm destined to face this my own fate alone tis time... :(
Oh God~sometimes i wish...if u juz bring me away from this world...
I rather being at your side n bless my frenz from the top... :)
When u're in form 6...some ppl used u oni when they needed u...
but when u nid them,they will juz giv u the looks that u regret asking their's help...
This is reality in life...everyone is fighting for themself...selfishness everywhere...
If u juz stand there n let them use u...1 day u'll find urself on the bottom of their foot...xD
n they're laughing u at the top...
I'm oso wan fighting for myself to gain a place to stand...
but there always something holding me back...
Oh Mighty God~I hope u heard my prayer...send an angel to help me... :)

My friends were back in Miri ordy...
but we havent planning any outing actvity...
except the 1 on my birthday...xD
Patrick...Albert...Dickson u three nw busy working...
i'm busy missing u guys...u knw???
nw!!! we all cant gathering like always ordy...xD
we all got our personal life style nid to go through...
but i'm never stop thinking wat u guys are doing???
Okay lah~I'm gonna stop at here ordy...
I'm juz want to say that I MISS yoU guys a lot... xD

FRENZ FOREVER :)