Juz a boring post xD (part 2)

Ok~last time...I mention untill where???
Oh ya~relationship...xD

Suddenly dun knw wat to write = ='''
Where to start??? xD hrmm....

<Frenz>
Since i study at Lutong..I got more frenz ordy...xD
if that a good things??? ya~i think :)
wow!!! My frenz is getting more n more...
that's mean more expense lo xD
When I have many frenz...my wallet is getting thinner = =
but is okay...Money can be earn agn...xD
Lately~many frenz ask me out...
but my wallet is getting thirsty...so i hav to reject some invitation..xD
except for my bff invitation...hehehe xD

<Love>
Ok~i juz break up not long time ago...
so i'm not gonna start another relationship soon...
I dunno wat's wrong wif me this year???
I bcome more charming or attractive or wat??
God~if this is a jokes from u...I dun think i can take it..xD
Ok~I finally got my 1st date n break up..
I oso reject ppl...ok~that's sound weird...xD
I hurt my frenz's feeling... :(
Now~she falling in love wif me...xD
owh~ain't i so lucky or ....
I nvr thought it will happen..but ordy happen.. xD
R me gonna break another girl's heart??? T^T

<Family>
hrmm....ntg to say..xD

I'm rushing nw~juz a cincai post larh..
Okay~that's all....xD

~THE END~

Juz a boring post xD

Hai~I'm back agn!!! xD
Too bored~so i came down here!
Okay~i juz gonna give a brief bout my recent condition :)

School~???!!!
Orh~hate it!!! so much!!!
I regret taking form 6...u knw???
is beyond my ability...but not used to regret nw ordy!!!
haiz~stress!!! stress!!! stress!!! the thing i hate the most!!!
If can~i juz wan to abandon all this annoying stuff...
n do something else that are fun... :P
Honestly~homework??? I havent done a bit after 2 month in school xD
I bcome lazy by the day past...Idk why???
maybe is getting harder...so i quit??? I'm a quiter... T^T
I knw if the condition keep going down like this...
I gonna get F's for my STPM result...but i seen like dun care = =
Frenz~I knw u guys feel very dissapointed seeing me like this...
I wan make some changes too..but i dun hav the determination :(
Sorry!!! I let u guys down!!!
Sometimes~I feel shame appear infront of u guys...
U guys were so hard fighting it..but i'm juz...............
U knw wat??? I'm so scare...really I'm!!!
I scare to tell ppl how bad my condition was...
even my parents...frenz... :(
Everytime they ask~my answer nvr change...
"it's okay"..."i still can handle it" "still can survive"
Wtf!!! What bullshit am i talking bout!!!
Everything aren't okay...I cant handle it n I'm dying slowly T^T
This is my real condition!!! Dont ask or mention!!! I hate it!!!
Sorry~I were lying these all time T^T
I scare to see the dissapointed face...from ur guys..
hate to see the face u feel pity for me!!!
I juz dun wan ppl worry or concern bout me!!!
I dun wan..juz dun wan!!! coz is my own will being like this..
That's all...U can see but dun mention! warning! Seriously!

Relationship???
Okay~my copm. batt is getting thirsty ...xD
That's all for today xD
To b continue....~~~ :P

Special Day~xD

Comp' problem agn!!!T^T cant write chinese XD

2day~after work...
I change my clothe at Yakin xD
Then everyone juz like wow!!!
"pergi carik amoi a"
"handsomeboy go dating o"
and so on~~~lolz = =''

I secretly tell Kakak tapau koi peng for me xD
Then I walk untill reach Bolevard to find Ah Bong...
coz Ah Bong will drive me go parkson find "The BunnY"
Thx u ah Bong...let me save my bus fee xD haha

After reach there~we meet Judith n Soo...
We walk around untill to McD coz The Bunny haven eat xP
Then we saw Daphne...Kelly...Yun Qian n they frenz ..xD
Only ah Bong n Judith eat..while we wait for Kelvin Chai~
Judith~i saw ur secret msage owh..xD hahaha
Juz knw~I'm yours best male frenz...nice to hear xD
Thx ya~hope ur statement wouldnt change untill forever :)
Orh ya~oso meet dao Judith's sis n mom...hehe
Seen like I too excited untill....silly me xD

After finish the McD lunch~~~
We go for Boling...long time din play xD
Then i meet Jasper n Andrew...my Best frenz at PLKN... :)
owh ya~oso meet Nick n her gf..sweet dao~~~xD
Kelvin n Soo also so sweet lar~jealous me xD hehe
Me n Ah Bong oso Bunny juz like a triple light bulb xP

I hav to pay for Bunny coz she sudden left :P haha
Nvrmine lah~I treat u this time...but dun forget u still own me xD
I put Judith's name as JCP n me JCL
but the screen show my name...JCR= =''
From the back~read as Rachel Chin xD
From the front~is me Jason Chin...
coz got two JC~so the L is lelaki ma xD

Then~we start play...xD
Seeing Kelvin teaching soo..so sweet~~~xD
wow!!! Kelvin impress me..Not bad ur skill...
Suddenly~Judith hav to go home liao..T^T
Hugging n Crying there~~~xD
I wan to hug too...can arh??? xP
but not dare to...hehe
Soo cry so hard o...Kelvin pujuk her there...xD
At last~Soo score a stunning score bfore she leaving early too T^T
We oso meet pres n Andriana xD
I score 97 point only( coz of u~Bunny)
less 1 point compare to Kelvin xD
I think I suppose can score 110+ d...xD
Ah Bong try u bEst next time :)

Then Kelvin go home do homework liao xD
Me accompany Ah Bong go around parkson then
we take bus to Bolevard to watch Rooftop Prince from his laptop xD
I watch the 1st n 2nd episode ordy...so FunnY la..I wan watch agn!!!
the 3rd episode n so on~xD
After that~I go home by taking bus lorh...
In the bus~got sit but I prefer standing...xD
The guy who sitting offer me to sit bside him...
but I still insists standing..lolz= =''

I wan give a special thanks to~
Judith Chin ...Aieling Soo...Kelvin Chai...n Ah Bong..
for accompany me 2day :)
Even know~the time we spent together is short but
the moment were meaningful to me... ^_^
Thx agn!!! :)

Owh ya!!! Judith!!! xD
Dun worry~I not same as ur frenz d...
I wouldnt leave our meaningful frenship coz of my gf xD
We'll be frenz forver..rite??? :)
n U still own me TIAN DIAN...xD haha
I wait for it orh!!! xD hahaha
Thanks you very much :P hehe

To: Mary(dear sis)
If u see this~dun jealous arh~xD
Coz the person i mention the most up there is very
very important for my life d...xD
Same goes to you :)
Sorry~for cant sms with u juz nw T^T
n making u worry xP

2morrow is my real birthday liao...xD
Someone plan to bRing me go Terminal...
but I think is cancel ordy T^T
coz i heard no news.... :(
Nvrmine lah~is okay...xD
Thx~my BFF...planning 2morrow go eat at San Ge
for celebrating my birthday...xD
Yahoo!!! cant wait for it!!! :P hehe

That's all~Thx agn!!! Judith Chin!!! xD

My Blog!!! xD

Juz now I omost cant log in my Blog's acc.

I so scare...panic...xD

Luckily i ask Goggle help me...

sending the goggle verification code to me...

then I manage to change a new pass.

Yahoo!!! xD

Dear Blog~u scare me juz now!!!

I omost heart attack bcoz of U...u knw???

Usually u will log in urself without any pass d bor~

why this time suddenly wan me taip...??? xD

U dun wan me lar??? huhu T^T

No lah~u juz playing wif me..I knw d...XP haha

Dun do that agn lar....aiyoo~~~xD

"Si Yakin" part 2...coming soon~~~xD

雅京 Si Yakin

这次我要讲些我在雅京的故事了xD

我在那做以有大概3年了吧...
不是真正的3年啦xD
只是有时候做有时候没做。。。
等没钱了就做咯...哈哈

我的表姨是那里的Accountant...
出工钱给我的xD
我的表表姐和表表妹也在那做工的...

除了我的表表姐&妹...
我算是那里最有经验的华人员工了xD
因为荣杰没做了 ...哈哈

在那里也产生了不少感情和思念了xD
在那里我曾经喜欢过一个人...
（你们都知道是谁吧）
现在我跟她还在尴尬的状态xD
希望有一天可以做回普通朋友 :)

在那里的员工都跟我很熟了...
所以我要做工也要在雅京做工...
因为在那里我做得很开心...xD
很少会有人敢骂我的...就算我做错 :P
虽然公资没有很高....但在那做不会有压力...
还是做到1pm罢了...下午可以跟朋友出街xD

在那里我见过很多事情...
其中一个是可笑的...男女朋友 xD
一对情侣在有一天来雅京吃...
男的去点吃的...女的在坐着等...
我送水去xD
我:(放下水后)RMxx.xx
女的:(看看自己的钱包后) 噢~等下...我男朋友在那xD
我:好的...没关系...待会再过来收钱 :)
她男朋友来了后..我走过去 xD
我: 啊~刚才那个水的钱是RMxx.xx
男的正准备拿钱出来...
女的: 噢~不用啦~我换啦...
男的: 不要啦~
我: .......(无言).....

抓到我要说的吗？？？
这种女朋友不要也罢了 xD
我要收钱时...说男朋友还...
男朋友回来后...要还我钱时~
又抢着还...明显在男友面前演戏的 @.@
看她是贪男友的钱罢了的xD

今天~我在雅京做工...
特别的累...因为今天~我一整天都是排水的xD
第一次~我排到4个钟多...
没人敢赶走我了这次...因为是老板娘的旨意...
xD哈哈哈啊哈
今天好多人哦~排到我自己都blur2了T^T
酱多单~我只有两只眼睛...乱了啦 xD
还好没有很乱~觉得自己的表现不错啦 :P
今天我没在雅京吃~因为为了省钱 xD
怕没钱出去玩咯...所以能省钱就省 :)

就这样吧~xD

Frenz Re-union (Fun Fair Edition)

Yahoo!!! 2day is totally extraordinary fun day for me xD

I'm going Fun Fair with my friends... :)
The 3rd time i go to Fun Fair..but i nvr play the games inside T^T
So~2day i'm gonna break my record...xD
Albert pick me up..and Patrick..then Michelle(Albert's frenz xD)
We so late go..everyone waiting for us...(paiseh!!!)
After paying RM2 for entry,
I went to change token and I was like WTF!!!
RM2 for 1 token n every game u nid 3 token for it...xD

Bfore that (at home)
Me and my little bro conversation...xD
Me: hey~u got money a..borrow me some...I let u play my comp.
My Bro: really?? sure..sure..but nid pay me back o..xD
Me: OkOk...but dont tell mom or dad i borrow ur money,k??
My Bro: Ok...Nah~here RM XXX...
Me: Thx~here my comp. pass..I pay u back this sunday :)
(Actually my wallet left RM5,so i been forced to borrow money XD)

Then I change RM10 for 5 token...xD
and play the 1st game(Sudden Impact)...@.@
Wow!! I scream like hell while flying and watching my BFF at the bottom XD
Then I heard the guy beside me...APU!!! Scream like girl sound ..
Me n my bro(Patrick) juz smile n laugh when we finish ...XP hahaha
Then I go exchange RM10 agn...coz not enough to play...xD
We play the aeroplane 1...
Apu!!! I was scare like a baby girl...screaming beside my BFF...xD
Me: Hung~I think i gonna being throw away...T^T
My BFF: Lolz..juz hold the bar infront..hold tight...xD
Me:  Stop This Pls!!! My head hurt...I thin i gonna vomit...
My BFF: What??? I'm regret sitting beside u a!!! (then scream like girl)
Me: Lolz= ='' haha
Me：Albert Goh!!! I love U...xD
Albert: ............o0o................

After this horrible n frightening flight...
Me..Albert...Yun Qian...Daphne..Kelly/...
5 of us sitting on the floor..cant move even a bit...xD
We're sweating much..dizzy...feel wanna vomit @.@
then I met Xiao Lee..n the Sa Po geng...
oso Ah Bong...Lai...Soon...n Kelvin with Soo xD
Ckg Azzuan din come as promise...hrmmm...xD haha
Then My BFF wif her GF go play the Space Gun...
wif Winnie n Patrick oso...xD
I really impress wif their guts...
If i follow up..I think i gonna vomit xD haha
Then~I bRing Albert to find a place to vomit xD
Daphne vomit twice n Albert vomit once...
but the volume of the substance their carry out is omos the same...xD
lolz= ='' hahahaha

Then when we wanna going back~
I checked my pocket...WTF!!!
Still got 4 tokens...but I cant play anymore..feel unwell T^T
So~I giv Albert 2 token..n we play Basketball 2gether...
but end up ntg in our hand..lolz= = what a waste xD
bfore cont our journey to Bolevard...we buy 棉花糖 to eat...
RM3 only= =''
We(me...Albert...Dickson...Patrick...)go to the top floor...
and play basketball agn...xD
Score: Albert-183 Dickson-117 me-123 Patrick-215
Wohoo!!! See how Noob I'm..xD haha
then me n albert go for 秋明山...xD
Still lose to him...xD Pro always be the Pro..xD haha

At the End~Albert bRing me and patrick oso Michelle...
we went to McD to DA PAO..xD ahaha
Dickson go find Jacky n SY...
So sorry~cant accompany him n meet the others frenz..T^T
I buy oni a Coke n go home to dRink...xD gagaga...

Money wasted...RM 31.70
Rm20 for Token...
Rm2 for entry
Rm3 for 棉花糖 xD
McD Coke -Rm 2.70
Rm 4 for token(in Boleavard)
Wow!!! how I gonna pay my Bro back??? xD

Well~2days is really Fun for me...xD
Here!!! I wan to thx someone :)
Thx for making us talk-able agn...
Thx for taking the 1st step...
Sorry for blame-ing u...xD
That's all...xD hehehe

Sy n Jacky show up late...
cant play with they...wat a sad news..xD

That's all I wan to share..thx for reading :P 哈哈

~有点疯的人~xD

在FB看到的...Copy n Paste过来...因为像我 xD 哈哈

如果你的朋友有點瘋，請好好珍惜！

有點瘋的人性格很奇怪，有時候超愛說話，有時候可以一天不說話的時候，會拼命的說話，不高興的時候，一句話也不說；

有點瘋的人不愛記仇，但誰對他好誰對他不好，他還是記得很清楚的；

有點瘋的人把真實的自己藏於半夜的寂靜和午夜明朗的笑聲中；

有點瘋的人最注重的就是安全感，希望被保護，卻常常是一個人；

有點瘋的人不容易愛上一個人，但一旦愛上便很難自拔；一旦受傷，總是被傷的很深。只有幾個貼心朋友；

有點瘋的人是個很愛撒嬌的孩子，總是很依賴別人；

有點瘋的人喜歡海，喜歡顧影自憐，喜歡自己舔傷口；

有點瘋的人性格很古怪而又孤僻，他們會突然在大笑中沉默，感覺悲傷；

有點瘋的人心裡想什麼從來不說，別人也猜不到；

有點瘋的人嘴上說不在乎，心裡卻早已悲涼，心裡的那把火早已熄滅；

有點瘋的人選擇了沉默，不在像以前那樣摯熱的去追求某樣東西；

有點瘋的人總是很愛回憶，回憶以前的點點滴滴，以前的大小事只是默默的想著；

有點瘋的人天生敏銳，與生具備的第六感，對人的內心有超乎尋常的洞察力，但他會把這些東西放在心裡；

有點瘋的人可以把你的眼神，內心看得很清楚，但卻不會告訴你，他用旁觀的態度判定虛偽；

有點瘋的人不懂甜言蜜語，不屑拍馬屁；

有點瘋的人本能的排斥虛偽和做作的人；

有點瘋的人不會真的發火，就算生氣，也很快忘記！

有點瘋的人只對真正懂他的人，展示他的創造性，他的情緒他變得冷淡就證明他開始對你重新審視，當他越是沉默，就代表他越是生氣；

有點瘋的人可能看起來很兇，其實內心是最柔軟的；

有點瘋的人看起來很冷淡，但那隻是保護自己的方法；

有點瘋的人很重視友情，但被傷害後絕對不再友善；

有點瘋的人很容易被感動，但感動中又保有理智；

有點瘋的人可能看起來很堅強，其實是最脆弱的；

有點瘋的人可能很愛哭，但他的哭並不代表認輸；

有點瘋的人可能看起來很笨，其實大智若愚；

有點瘋的人可能做事很毛躁，但內心很細心；

有點瘋的人天生敏感和細膩，卻會用心鑑定；

有點瘋的人懦弱，受了傷之後，只知道躲在無人的地方獨自哭泣；

有點瘋的人虛偽，明明已經心痛到無法呼吸，還要在最愛的他面前假裝堅強；不輕易讓任何人走進他自己獨自的世界；

有點瘋的人的笑容，無論開心或者悲傷，他都是一臉笑容，笑容，是他們偽裝自己最好的武器；

有點瘋的人的眼淚，從不輕易讓人看見，他的淚，從來只有她知道；

只是，誰又知道，在有點腦殘的人笑臉背後，埋藏的是深深的悲傷，笑的越開心，傷的越深；

有點瘋的人的退縮，有點腦殘的人，永遠不會輕易說愛或者喜歡，除非真的喜歡到了極點，否則，要他們表白幾乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，他們就是不遺餘力的付出，即使知道這樣做換來的結果可能是深深的傷害…

有點瘋的人，永遠只可能做同一件事兩次，表白也一樣，同一個人，只可能聽到他向你最深的表白兩次，兩次之後，就是絕對的安靜了…即使仍然深愛著，他也沒有勇氣再說第三遍我愛你…他的退縮，不能重複一件事第三次
；
有點瘋的人愚蠢，不懂的怎麼挽回深愛的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈禱。

受了傷的有點瘋的人，只會在角落獨自忍受錐心的痛。

有點瘋的人的：體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

如果你愛上有點瘋的人，請你疼愛這個有點瘋的人 XD

此刻~我感到好孤独...好寂寞 T^T

I dont know what going on with me...
Juz suddenly feel so lonely...like no frenz xD
Maybe coz my hp's run out of credit,
n i'm not sms-ing anyone so i feel not used to it...T^T

Although I got many friends in my life,
but sometimes i feel so lonely n it's scare me... :(
I though if i hav many friends,
i wouldnt be alone n hav that scare feeling bother me agn...
but i'm wrong!
No matter how many friends u hav,
sometimes u'll feel like u the only person left in this world...
No 1 is there for u forever...

I still remember when i was 5+ years old,

I often being left in the room alone sleeping...

then I will suddenly wake up...

n I saw everything around me is dark.... 

no one is there for me... I was so scared...

So~I cry as hard as i can...hoping my parents heard it xD

That insiden repeated agn n agn n my childhood...

Untill it turn into a nightmare...n I still scare when dream bout it T^T

I swear to hav many friends as i could...

so i wouldnt feel alone agn...xD

but nw i knw is not working...

I still fear to it...the nightmare came back yesterday...

What can i do??? so juz be it...used to it ordy...xD

_-THE END-_

Juz nw~i go n see ur blog...xD
I not sure if the guy u mention is me or not???
If is me...good laa...coz u say there wouldnt be "us" anymore..
Since is past~then let it juz be the past...
Although i'm reluctant to let go...
but it still hav to go...coz we both still go our path to go through...
we nid to move on...xD
 Wish u luck :) GOD BLESS U :D